The fact is I've worked my ass off physically to get in shape. I love my body. Love my smile. Love each muscle and piece of sinue I see move under my skin. It is a beautiful thing. And damn if I haven't earned this.
The missing piece has always been a piece of me. And well...in these last three months I'm choking out the insecurities of life to just live and love and taste the things life has to offer. And if it is just a simplistic replacement for bliss...well i've seen that ideal once and even that was flawed. Pleasure seems to work for me.
So there ya go...short and simple. I just give up on all this work you other gender put me through. I'll just take and enjoy without the work because obviously the world will never get it. A boy that just wants to chill sounds nice but "scary" and "I don't know" is all I hear. Well I do know. I'm about giving and getting but without the pretense and all that shit. I just am and if you are down for the ride then let's stop playing games and just enjoy what it is. I never asked for this dance.
Peace!
