...or it will drive me nuts. Okay...I understand woman perspective on an issue I'm having. Now my perspective.
Always hated "can we just be friends"..."I won't sleep with you because..." on top of that is just lemon in the wound of just friends. If I'm honest sure...it could wind up messy. But for me I would rather have messy and maybe more emotional baggage and get laid, then not get anything for it but this constant "your love is broken and once you fix that someone will love you". I've heard it my whole life. I've done everything imaginable trying to right it. Guess what?! When Heather loved me I changed. It was night and day. I wasn't self-concious, didn't hate my life, and things were okay. Because I was doing things as a team at that point. This...I'm told I'm broken and yet again I get to do it all alone. I'm kinda fucking tired of that line. Especially when I know that in the overall perspective of things most of these women will end up sleeping with men worse than me. Any way you cut that it makes me look lowly and cheap.
Sorry...had to get it out. Better out than in right?
Going to try to sleep now...OUT
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