The truth is this

I'm asking for concrete answers to life's issues...not rose colored glasses, etherial mantras, and self-help guru idioms. If we can't maintain happiness in the human existence based on legitimate exterior and interior stimulus then we as an entire species are a waste. I'm so tired of this "Look in the mirror and say nice things" rhetoric or the "give it to God and he'll take it". These things don't actually fix anything. They pass the buck. These things simply set us up for later failure should tragedy or hardship come about again. Life is very real. It is in the air we breathe and the water we drink or the ground we tread upon. This energy we call a "soul" is just a fancy way of trying to give meaning to what is electrical impulses controlled by a confluence of chemical reactions in the flesh hard drive we call a brain. There is no more to any of it than that. I'm sorry. I've taken your challenges. I've heard your words. It all just pisses me off more. If this pushes even more people away then I can't help at this point but state that people are running for fear of the truth. That life doesn't have some overall great meaning. That we live, experience between those moments what everyone experiences which makes none of us special, and in the end we die. We just hope that somewhere in the middle of that we did something that leaves legacy because it is in legacy that we find our only means to immortality. This is where I get my drive for justice and what is right...if I leave anything with my life (if I don't off myself first) I want it to be that I changed things for the average person so once again EVERYONE gets a voice. Not just the rich or those in charge or those with the connections. Everyone. And as for my love being broken...love is love...if you love something it can't be broken. Only other people's perceptions of love are what's broken and the convenience of saying these things to absolve one from any feeling of responsibility to the other.